Jordi felt attracted by the man's masculinity and decided to approach him

When he was around fourteen, Jordi who's now based at Girona used to live in his village of origin in the Spanish Pyrenees. During the summer, they were building a floating bridge for crossing the river and out of curiosity he decided to go for a swim near the bridge. There he saw a strong and manly worker of about thirty who wore shorts and no shirt. Jordi felt attracted by the man's masculinity and decided to approach him.

The man offered him some wine [the normal lunchtime beverage in Spain] and soon afterwards the man started masturbating, which fascinated Jordi. The worker asked Jordi whether he liked him, but the boy didn't know what to answer. Then, the man took off his shorts and asked Jordi to touch his genitals, which he did. However, Jordi was too bashful to show him his own penis and he left, while the man continued to masturbate. 

“The feelings caused by this experience were pleasure and unrest. My pleasure was obviously related to the opportunity of acting out a fantasy: touching him. I don't really know how to explain my feelings of unrest. I repeatedly returned to the site and from the river bank I was able to watch his half-naked body that I liked so much.”